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Sunday, February 6, 2011

Emotions are running high

I have been crazy emotional since DH left. This is the first time he's been away from me and DD for more than a week. It just royally sucks. I know, I know, I'm no the first military wife to have to deal with a deployment and I know I'm not the first military mom who has to raise their child without daddy...but man it SUCKS. I don't know why it bothers me so much more this time around, but it just does. This is his 4th deployment in 4 years!! I should be "use to it" by now and in some ways I am, like the empty bed (which I fill with the dogs) and the making just dinner for me, and the alone time...but raise our daughter alone is totally new. I married my husband, but he's married to his job. I love my husband more than the stars in the sky, but every once in a while I hate his job.

Alright on a happier note I need to play catch up on 365

365 Project
February 1, 2011
Nebby being a ding dong and sitting in the play pen again, they just started at each other for a while

February 2, 2011
DD tried cubed carrots tonight! she loves feeding herself!

February 3, 2011
Heinz loves waiting to see what goodies DD will will leave for him, it was scrambled eggs!

February 4, 2011
DD was sleepy and pouting

February 5, 2011
You'd never know it was 5:15am!! 

February 6, 2011
We starting the love of football young!! We are Steelers fans and while they didnt win the Super Bowl today they tried their hardest....isn't my little girl too cute for words!!! TOUCH DOWN haha

1 comment:

  1. Our pup sits under the high chair waiting for treats to drop from above too. I figure it's his reward for being so patient with our little man :)