My words are my own. I may vent and offend some but I say what I feel.
I'm an overly honest (and loud) person.
I know some may not agree with me but it's my blog, my thoughts and my views.

Saturday, December 11, 2010

30 Days; Day 10

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with.
Thats my friend E holding my daughter this past summer. She and I do loads of crazy stuff, like pulling our friend out of bed at 1am and taking random road trips haha. I love her <3

Friday, December 10, 2010

30 Days; Day 9

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.

My DH. Even when deployed (this picture was taken over skype) he's there for me. I'll send him e-mail and even though he might not read them for a while it's nice to know that I can vent and he'll still get it. He gets me. We might spend time apart but he reminds me all the time that he would rather be home with me and our daughter. 

Thursday, December 9, 2010

30 Days; Day 8

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.

This is my daughter. One morning my husband was changing her diaper/clothes and she just sat right up and gave me this look. I'm so glad I got it on camera. She makes me laugh daily!

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

30 Days; Day 7

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.

My Family

He tries....but it bugs me sometimes

So today I am helping my Sister-in-law out by taking her baby sitting job. Last night my husband kept saying "you need to go to bed". So I finally went to bed and of course thats when my daughter wakes up. I was still kinda awake and so was my husband, well I got out of bed to use the bathroom and when I came back my husband was holding our daughter, he was rubbing her back and patting her butt, but it wasn't helping. He wouldn't leave the room either. (We are staying at my parents house currently and our daughter is in a pack n play in the same room as us; no big deal really.) Well she is not calming down and he finally lays her next to me on the bed, gets up, and walks out of the room. I checked her diaper and is was loaded! So I changed her and redressed her, my husband walks in and gives me a look that said "I was dealing with this what gives". Well he gives her a bottle and puts her back to bed.

While I really do appreciate that he was helping, he was really dragging out the process. When she wakes up in the middle of the night she needs a new diaper and a bottle. But then he gets frustrated that I get out of bed...but I can't just lay there and listen to her scream because she's not use to him getting up with her.....well at least he's trying right?

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

30 Days; Day 6

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.

I'd love to be Jennifer Aniston for a day!

Monday, December 6, 2010

30 Days; Day 5

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.

This is a hard one, but I guess my FAVORITE memory is the day my daughter was born (my wedding day is a close second)

Sunday, December 5, 2010

30 Days; Day 4

Day 04 - A picture of your night.

My Daughter's baptism party was the 5th

Saturday, December 4, 2010

30 Days; Day 3

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.

Friday, December 3, 2010

30 Days; Day 2

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for awhile

This is me and my best friend. I have known her since I was 3, I'm now 23! This picture was taken in May of 1997 when we were in 3rd grade. We were at dress rehearsal for dance class.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

30 Days; Day 1

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts

1 I got married at the age of 20
2 I had my daughter when I was 22
3 I'm an Air Force wife
4 There are days where I don't do anything, and I'm ok with that
5 I ate folding and putting laundry away
6 I like where I live even though its 2600 miles away from where I grew up
7 My husband is prep-ing for his 4th deployment in 4 years and the most upsetting part isn't that he's going it's that he's going to miss his daughter's 1st birthday
8 I think gossip and venting are totally different but my husband thinks it's the same thing
9 I hate my husband's car and I can't wait until it's paid off
10 I think my dog is better than my husband's dog
11 I am an extremely emotional person
12 I need to lose weight but I eat when I'm upset/stressed
13 I rock at procrastinating
14 My biggest fear is my husband waking up one morning and telling me he doesn't love me any more
15 While my daughter was a surprise I love that we started our family young and that our parents and grandparents are going to get to enjoy her while they are still young(ish haha)

30 Days

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with fifteen facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been close with for awhile.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of your night.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of something you love.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture of you when you were little.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

What a day!

First...what the heck Similac! Beetles in my daughters formula?! And NOT informing the places your product is sold!! So I found out about the recall on Babycenter Community. I went to the Similac website and sure enough I had 2 recalled tubs. The tubs...not the containers...I have 2 24oz tubs!! I had 48oz of non-usable powdered formula....fan-freaking-tastic! On the website it said to take the back to the store or contact the company and get a refund in 4-6 weeks! 4-6 WEEKS?! My kiddo is a chunker, I need it now! So I took my tubs to Walmart and they know NOTHING about the recall...good job! I called and told them I had tubs that has been recalled "oh no problem bring them in" so I did! Well the manager I spoke to said "I dont have proof so you can't return them" Walmart didn't have in their system that the formula was recalled! So I'm standing there pulling up on my iPhone the Similac website to prove to them that I wasn't lying! So I pull up the website and the guy looks at it and then tells me "maybe you should find what you are talking about" WHAT!? IT SAYS POWDERED FORMULA RECALL! So after more arguing with him he finally lets me turn in the powdered formula and get liquid....UGG!!

Second my poor daughter has the butt rash from hell! It was bleeding this morning!! She has been red for a few days and I have been putting cream on it to help her but this morning it was BLEEDING! my poor baby.

so between the formula and the rash I made her a dr's appointment for the morning to talk to them about it, she has also been having bad diarrhea, and spitting up...NOT like her!

Questions about Mommy

Age: 22
How many children do you have? 1
How old are they? almost 5 months
Your Country of BirthUNITED STATES
Your Race/Ethnicity:  pasty haha
Occupation (optional): mommy/wife/student
How would you describe what it is like to be a mother? so rewarding, when she smiles at me I just melt!
What would you say is/are the best part/s of being a mother and having children? Everyday is something new
What are the most challenging aspects of being a mother?  Laundry haha since I'm a first time mom I dont always know whats best or right but I try my hardest to do what's right by my kiddo
What do you wish people had told you about mothering before you became a mother? Nothing is the same 2 days in a row
What advice would you give a woman who is about to become a mother? Dont have a plan, you can only plan so much before you have to wing it
Describe a memorable, heart-warming event between you and one of your children? (What happened? How did it make you feel about being a mother?). Well she's only about 5 months old but I can't help but laugh when she pees or poops right after I take her diaper off. And I just love looking at her, she smiles at my like I'm her everything and it just melts my heart

Thursday, September 9, 2010

Up with the daughter

Are you single as of right now? No, I'm happily married
Does making out have to lead to sex? Have to? nope
What is the last thing that you see before you go to sleep? My ceiling fan
Do you have any pets? 2 dogs and a husband haha
Do you trust the government? My husband is military I have to, to an extent
What is your dream job? Teaching 1st or 2nd grade (put I'll settle for preschool)
If you could have one wish come true what would it be? Travel Europe
Is it easy to talk you in to doing things? depends on what I'm getting talked into
What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Wendy's!!
What is your favorate sit down restaurant? if I'm in Pittsburgh then it's Eat n' Park and if I'm not in Pittsburgh than Olive Garden

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

This or That

hot or cute? cute
sun or stars? stars
summer or winter? winter
action or adventure? adventure
comedy or horror? comedy
music or movies? music
hamburgers or hot dogs? neither
pink or blue? blue
salt or pepper? salt
red rose or white? red rose

Day 1

Well I'm starting a blog. I normally have a lot to say so why not just write it down? My daughter is currently sleeping and the hubby is at work so I have some time to bs. I'm 22 (almost 23 and that's a little scary!) I'm still in school because my life happened out of order but I would never change that. I met my husband in July of 2006, we got married in July of 2008 and our daughter was her daddy's welcome home from deployment present in April 2010.

School is driving me nuts and I can't wait to take a break! I have 3 weeks left!! Then I have a break until January, which will be nice. I tried the visiting family and doing homework bit in July and it didn't go well. I never get to see my family. Hubby is military and we live in Spokane, Washington while our families live in Pittsburgh, PA. I didn't get much homework done while I was visiting. We are going back to visit for a month in the last fall so I figured I don't need to stress myself out anymore.I already hate packing, and then have to worry about 3 different airports with a baby, although this trip in the fall will be much less stressful since my hubby will be with me (in July it was just my and the baby...crazy!!) I have homework that I should be doing but I have a gut feeling that once I start my darling daughter will wake up and want attention, thats my life, without fail I sit down to eat and she wants attention....but it's hard to be mad at her, she is just so flipping cute!!

Time to do laundry and other chores....bleck...I really hate dusting anyone want to do that one for me?!